Oh my gawd Becky…look at that test😱

Let me just say…aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…*deep breath*…aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Ok. Now that I got that out of the way, lol, how are you today?

I’m about to take my first nursing final and my morning had kind of a rocky start, but I’m trying to let it slide off. Zoloft helps. (It’s prescribed to me, don’t worry). I’m doing pretty well about being all nonchalant and shit externally, but inside my head there’s a mini version of me running around in circles, arms waving in the air, screaming like a baby who lost their passie. Or maybe like Cam Newton after losing.

But I got this dammit. I’ve worked hard, I’ve studied hard.

It’s all about the positivity. It’s sad to see how many people forget that and only want to focus on the negative. Will it work every single time to focus on the positive outcome? Of course not…besides checking the airway first EVERY time, there are no constants in nursing. And we learn that an answer with words like every or always, are the wrong answers. Unless it’s the airway. I digress, we all need to work on going into things with a positive attitude. To be IN the journey, not staring listlessly at the destination.

So I’m gonna go rock the shit out of this test now, because I’m going to be an amazing f&@$!?#% nurse someday. But until then, I’m gonna learn and enjoy it.


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